"never have i heard anything more devine..."

jealousy

Fri, 23 Jul 2010 12:11:23 -0400

karma? i don’t believe in karma. i feel like karma is just an excuse for vengeful words ad cursing those who you have hatred against. i do believe, however, that things will happen when they’re supposed to happen- and that’s that. and i also believe that jealousy is a real bitch, not “karma”. ;D

"what if a demon were to creep after you one night, in your loneliest loneliness, and say,..."

Thu, 01 Jul 2010 15:31:07 -0400

““what if a demon were to creep after you one night, in your loneliest loneliness, and say, ‘This life which you live must be lived by you once again and innumerable times more; and every pain and joy and thought and sigh must come again to you, all in the same sequence. The eternal hourglass will again and again be turned and you with it, dust of the dust!’ Would you throw yourself down and gnash your teeth and curse that demon? Or would you answer, ‘Never have I heard anything more divine’?””

- -Friedrich Nietzsche

“i think it’s safe to say, you’re deadly in...

Thu, 04 Feb 2010 00:24:09 -0500

“i think it’s safe to say, you’re deadly in your own way.. i never felt so alive until i figured you out..”

i love this song… so much.

lost..

Thu, 04 Feb 2010 00:05:40 -0500

i promised i’d write again today, so here i am. i hate this feeling. i hate not knowing where things are going. i like surprises, and i love new things in life- that’s always exciting- it’s just that i wish there were some way i could get a little bit of a clue or hint sometimes. make this uneasy, unsteady feeling go away. don’t get me wrong, i like to be adventurous and spontaneous. but right now my heart is weak and i thought it was holding together, but today for some reason i keep getting the feeling that it’s falling to pieces again. most of this probably makes no sense because im not going into huge detail… i’ll just say that there are a few different situations at the moment. and one in particular is eating at me. but, oh well. im really not one to complain or whine, whatsoever, so this is weird for me- venting out in the open. i kind of like it though. and i promise, my posts won’t all be like this. usually im extrememly happy and have so much to be grateful for (i always have tons to be grateful for) but right now there are some things eating at me. that’s all. until i get more comfortable pouring my heart on this, ill keep giving the detail to my personal journal. :) lol. until next time, xoxo

“miles away from trusting someone; far from giving up…”

hmm.

Wed, 03 Feb 2010 15:49:40 -0500

this is my first blog! haha yay. i should be reading “die blechtrommel” for german right now, but i’d rather not. :) it’s too lengthy and i don’t understand a lot of the german vocab in it. today has been so so so boring. ugh. and after class i stopped by the market to pick up a sub for lunch.. waited in line forever.. finally made it to the register to pay & realized i didnt grab my card on the way out this morning. cool. so i had to leave my sub & iced tea there :( haha whatev. anywho. i think im going to my dad’s tonight. he is leaving for tally tomorrow for a couple weeks. so i have to watch his house while he’s gone. but ill get to use his car. lol. uhmm.. this is a very pointless and whiny & boring blog. ill write something better later. promise. xoxo